You may know this face (and body) - a 23 year old pornstar is dead

[WhatExit?]

Adult movie star August Ames has died aged 23, her husband has confirmed. August, who was born in Canada, passed away in Camarillo, California, on Tuesday morning from suicide.

Her cause of death was confirmed by the Ventura County Medical Examiner as asphyxiation due to hanging. Her real name was Mercedes Grabowski.

Her devastated husband Kevin Moore said: “She was the kindest person I ever knew and she meant the world to me.

Friends of the star, who had appeared in more than 270 X-rated movies, told The Blast that August had suffered from long-term depression and may have taken her own life.

Just 48 hours earlier, she had found herself embroiled in a social media row after she said she had reservations about working with a porn star who had previously appeared in gay porn.

On December 3 she wrote: "Whichever (lady) performer is replacing me tomorrow... you’re shooting with a guy who has shot gay porn, just to let cha know. BS is all I can say Do agents really not care about who they’re representing?"

When a Twitter user wrote to her saying, "So you're homophobic?" she replied: "NOT homophobic. Most girls don’t shoot with guys who have shot gay porn, for safety.

"That’s just how it is with me. I’m not putting my body at risk, i don’t know what they do in their private lives."

Twitter: https://twitter.com/AugustAmesxxx

 

[Waffles]

Guess what was lost?

Spoiler

nothing of value

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[beaverretriever]

Crap, she was rated #3 most popular on Youporn! I mean, a friend told me that was her rating. I don't even know what Youporn or any of that means.

Sad. RIP. Beautiful young lady with lots of demons I am sure. Definitely some misdirection.

 

[ONE-A-DAY]

23 and 270 films? Tossing a hotdog down a hallway comes to mind.

 

[Runs2rch]

RIP. Sad. Never understood how people could/can be married in that industry.

Hi honey!!! Sooooo how was your day at work??? What did you do????

 

[RitcheyRch]

I don't understand it either. Could never imagine my wife cheating on me and this would be similar in my opinion.

RIP. Sad. Never understood how people could/can be married in that industry.

Hi honey!!! Sooooo how was your day at work??? What did you do????

 

[Ziggy]

RIP. Sad. Never understood how people could/can be married in that industry.

Hi honey!!! Sooooo how was your day at work??? What did you do????

No shit.............unless he works in the room/studio next door.
I can't imagine any real intimacy between a couple like that though.

 

[TPC]

She on occasion came into Chuys for drinks.
Sorry to read this.
An incredible talent.
"The dick whisperer." - Bildoe.

 

[Captain Dan]

270/(23yo-18yo)=54 films , more than 1 per week for her 5 year career. Some had to be girl on girl, which could be construed as "gay", yet she has reservations working with a guy that was in gay porn. Porn star with scruples? LOL

 

[WhatExit?]

I can't imagine any real intimacy between a couple like that though.

RDP'ers talking about what it would be like to be married to a pornstar Being married to a pornstar has to be the ultimate definition of, "somebody somewhere is tired of her shit." A whole lotta guys are imagining what it'd would've been like to push down on the back of her head

 

[oldschool]

270/(23yo-18yo)=54 films , more than 1 per week for her 5 year career. Some had to be girl on girl, which could be construed as "gay", yet she has reservations working with a guy that was in gay porn. Porn star with scruples? LOL

Probably had less to do with scruples than it did with contracting HIV. The overwhelming amount of compassion here is amazing. AND, lesbian porn and gay porn are 2 completely different things.

 

[Ziggy]

RDP'ers talking about what it would be like to be married to a pornstar Being married to a pornstar has to be the ultimate definition of, "somebody somewhere is tired of her shit." A whole lotta guys are imagining what it'd would've been like to push down on the back of her head

Not at all wondering what it'd be like married to a pornstar. I was speculating that lovemaking between pornstars can't be anywhere near as intimate as it is between my wife and I.
It's like the guy who works on cars all day long, last thing he wants to do is go home and have to work/fix his own shit.

 

[grumpy88]

I think being young I could of handled being married to a porn chick . I think living in the environment you would not know any difference . Very sad deal

 

[TPC]

I asked my wife once if we could bring in some lezzies.
My advise to every one is don't ask your wife that.

 

[JD D05]

I asked my wife once if we could bring in some lezzies.
My advise to every one is don't ask your wife that.

Some wives encourage that. Don't say lezzies though you want hot bi chicks bro that was your fuk up

 

[Captain Dan]

Probably had less to do with scruples than it did with contracting HIV. The overwhelming amount of compassion here is amazing. AND, lesbian porn and gay porn are 2 completely different things.

In her industry, HIV is a threat regardless. My comment was insensitive, it was directed at her porn star "discretion". I didn't intend to make light of her suicide.

 

[Dana757]

Porn was fun before I knew a bunch of people that work in the industry. All I'll say about that. Always sad to see someone take their life.

 

[DILLIGAF]

I asked my wife once if we could bring in some lezzies.
My advise to every one is don't ask your wife that.

Lol. Nothing ventured nothing gained? Well, maybe a black eye

 

[dnewps]

In her industry, HIV is a threat regardless. My comment was insensitive, it was directed at her porn star "discretion". I didn't intend to make light of her suicide.

Most people are ignorant to the fact that 1 in 5 gay men have HIV...almost every other black gay man has HIV. Liberals hate these facts and bury the truth. If you don't beleive it.....read the Center for Disease Control report. https://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/mm5937a2.htm?s_cid=mm5937a2_w

 

[Flying_Lavey]

Even the biggest of porn dick couldnt fill that void inside her. Really goes to show sex itself doesnt make someone truly happy.

Good sex sure does help with temporary relief though.

 

[WhatExit?]

Not at all wondering what it'd be like married to a pornstar. I was speculating that lovemaking between pornstars can't be anywhere near as intimate as it is between my wife and I.
It's like the guy who works on cars all day long, last thing he wants to do is go home and have to work/fix his own shit.

I'm confused...

I always thought mechanics would go home and work on their performance toys. And I assume pornstar BF's/husbands go home and get some of that talent.

Maybe a better analogy would be a baker who eats his tasty baked goods?

 

[rivermobster]

I'm confused...

I always thought mechanics would go home and work on their performance toys. And I assume pornstar BF's/husbands go home and get some of that talent.

Maybe a better analogy would be a baker who eats his tasty baked goods?

I've been a mechanic for most of my life...

I fucking hate working on my own cars!

Don't believe it? Just ask my wife. She will be the first one to tell you this! LoL

RIP to a beautiful girl. Her whole family must be devistated.

 

[GRADS]

So the day before she wouldn't work with a dude that shot gay porn for fear of catching HIV that could possibly kill her? And then she kills herself? Why not just sleep with the dude? Something smells fishy here.

 

[Bigbore500r]

I don't understand it either. Could never imagine my wife cheating on me and this would be similar in my opinion.

I figure dating a porn star is like buying a whippled 496
"you knew what it was when you picked it up" lol
Dont be surprised when it blows!

 

[pronstar]

They all look the hotness in-camera after makeup.

No makeup, tho...

https://m.imgur.com/gallery/ynkv8


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[JD D05]

They all look the hotness in-camera after makeup.

No makeup, tho...

https://m.imgur.com/gallery/ynkv8


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I am surprised by Nikki Benz, way better than I would have thought after looking at all the pics. Puma looks like premature mule.

 

[pronstar]

Totally, and Puma Swede is pretty hot on screen.


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[AzGeo]

23 and 270 films? Tossing a hotdog down a hallway comes to mind.

Even the biggest of porn dick couldnt fill that void inside her. Really goes to show sex itself doesnt make someone truly happy.

Good sex sure does help with temporary relief though.

Well being the "gruff" and "insensitive" old man that I am (only labeled that here), I can tell you that your statements (above) could be "without merit" and seem to be "borderline ignorant", as to the efforts women go to for themselves and the men they know .

Have either of you heard of "Kleagle exercises" ?

Figured not, but there IS hope for you guys .

Please look up the term, and it's methodology, then realize that some men have "beer guts", and "some women don't do Kleagle's" .

It's up to all of you, which group you and your partner wish to be in .


Our shop (before the 1994 earthquake) was directly across the street from "XXX Films" offices, and rehearsal studios . (Bahama at Quartz) Met a number of "working people", of both (at the time only 2) chosen genders, (flats, battery jump starts with small talk, mostly). All of them were respectful and greatfull, to have a "mechanic" help them out .

The loss of this woman's life is immeasurable, no matter what she did for work . It's not up to me to judge how she lived her life, which did not affect mine .

As said before, the timing of these events look very suspicious, (financial questions) and I hope that the truth comes out very soon .

 

[DrunkenSailor]

They all look the hotness in-camera after makeup.

No makeup, tho...

https://m.imgur.com/gallery/ynkv8


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A Man's face is his autobiography. A Woman's face, a work of fiction. Thanks for posting this I have some... um... research to do when I get home.

 

[LuckyStrike]

I Think I dated Her...Sad ..Real Good Fuck

 

[DILLIGAF]

AJ....WHAT?

 

[Flying_Lavey]

Well being the "gruff" and "insensitive" old man that I am (only labeled that here), I can tell you that your statements (above) could be "without merit" and seem to be "borderline ignorant", as to the efforts women go to for themselves and the men they know .

Have either of you heard of "Kleagle exercises" ?

Figured not, but there IS hope for you guys .

Please look up the term, and it's methodology, then realize that some men have "beer guts", and "some women don't do Kleagle's" .

It's up to all of you, which group you and your partner wish to be in .


Our shop (before the 1994 earthquake) was directly across the street from "XXX Films" offices, and rehearsal studios . (Bahama at Quartz) Met a number of "working people", of both (at the time only 2) chosen genders, (flats, battery jump starts with small talk, mostly). All of them were respectful and greatfull, to have a "mechanic" help them out .

The loss of this woman's life is immeasurable, no matter what she did for work . It's not up to me to judge how she lived her life, which did not affect mine .

As said before, the timing of these events look very suspicious, (financial questions) and I hope that the truth comes out very soon .

George, you shoukd probably re-read my comment and do so a oittle more attentively.

I was referring to the emmotional void that she apparently had due to her friends stating she was dealing with depression and all.

 

[JD D05]

Well being the "gruff" and "insensitive" old man that I am (only labeled that here), I can tell you that your statements (above) could be "without merit" and seem to be "borderline ignorant", as to the efforts women go to for themselves and the men they know .

Have either of you heard of "Kleagle exercises" ?

Figured not, but there IS hope for you guys .

Please look up the term, and it's methodology, then realize that some men have "beer guts", and "some women don't do Kleagle's" .

It's up to all of you, which group you and your partner wish to be in .


Our shop (before the 1994 earthquake) was directly across the street from "XXX Films" offices, and rehearsal studios . (Bahama at Quartz) Met a number of "working people", of both (at the time only 2) chosen genders, (flats, battery jump starts with small talk, mostly). All of them were respectful and greatfull, to have a "mechanic" help them out .

The loss of this woman's life is immeasurable, no matter what she did for work . It's not up to me to judge how she lived her life, which did not affect mine .

As said before, the timing of these events look very suspicious, (financial questions) and I hope that the truth comes out very soon .

Ya they bounce back over and over again.

 

[Enen]

I Think I dated Her...Sad ..Real Good Fuck

Did Carmack hack your account?

 

[Bobby V]

Well being the "gruff" and "insensitive" old man that I am (only labeled that here), I can tell you that your statements (above) could be "without merit" and seem to be "borderline ignorant", as to the efforts women go to for themselves and the men they know .

Have either of you heard of "Kleagle exercises" ?

Figured not, but there IS hope for you guys .

Please look up the term, and it's methodology, then realize that some men have "beer guts", and "some women don't do Kleagle's" .

It's up to all of you, which group you and your partner wish to be in .

Kleagle or Kegal...lol

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kleagle

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kegel_exercise

 

[highvoltagehands]

Well being the "gruff" and "insensitive" old man that I am (only labeled that here), I can tell you that your statements (above) could be "without merit" and seem to be "borderline ignorant", as to the efforts women go to for themselves and the men they know .

Have either of you heard of "Kleagle exercises" ?

Well yeah! Have You ever been to K-Factory/Kleagle Factory is specialized gym for Women who OverKleaglexercise causing overdeveloped "Kleagle Toe"!
Most women will never notice it. But us men, We can spot it a mile away, even when its hidden in pants/ shorts.
I have My girl do "Kegel" exercises instead. She likes being tight and in control. and so do I.

 

[AzGeo]

George, you shoukd probabky re-read my comment and do so a oittle more attentively.

I read your post TWICE, and I didn't get what you are now trying to change your response to .

I was referring ti the emmotional void that she apparently had due to her friends stating she was dealing with depression and all.

Sure, that's why you closed with "good sex sure helps with temporary relief though" .

Poor effort on your attempted save here .

Kleagle or Kegal...lol

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kleagle

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kegel_exercise

My "spellcheck" was of no help, however when I went to Google for a spelling, they used the word I used . Therefore, I posted it .

You are correct, I went to another source and they affirmed what you are saying . Thank you for the correction on this word/term .

Now that we all know that "hot dog down a hallway", and other demeaning terms like these, towards women can make us look "foolish and uninformed", let's not continue to insult our partners and co-workers with our stupidity .

Let us now go forward and in the future, "place our hot dogs into their proper places", while being champions of exercise among all genders, sizes, shapes, etc ............. HA HA

 

[707dog]

pretty sad she took her life definitely some hidden demons... good friend of mine was engaged to a stripper turned porn star(isis love) i thought she was a little off at first and always said wierd shit about death. when she got heavy into the game she really became bat shit crazy towards him was always cool with me but still bat shit crazy. his breaking point was seeing a video of her being DP bored out by some soul poles...when he left her she flooded his high rise apartment and the 2 below him and would pop up at partys we were at

 

[Flying_Lavey]

Sure, that's why you closed with "good sex sure helps with temporary relief though" .

Poor effort on your attempted save here .

There wasnt a save attenpt. That is truly what is meant. Ive had a couple friends that, although didnt do it on camera fir money, did screw just about anything that walked past them for that EXACT reason.

Good sex does help with temporary relief of depression. It releases endorphines into the system which makes the person feel good. Temporarily but does not fix the root issue.

There is nothing twisted, dirty, or referring to any orifice of her body in my comments. Sorry you cannot grasp this concept which itself borders on ignorant.

 

[AzGeo]

There wasnt a save attenpt. That is truly what is meant. Ive had a couple friends that, although didnt do it on camera fir money, did screw just about anything that walked past them for that EXACT reason.

Good sex does help with temporary relief of depression. It releases endorphines into the system which makes the person feel good. Temporarily but does not fix the root issue.

There is nothing twisted, dirty, or referring to any orifice of her body in my comments. Sorry you cannot grasp this concept which itself borders on ignorant.

I have a good grasp of reality, and your EXCUSES for your posts do not .

Even the biggest of porn dick couldnt fill that void inside her. Really goes to show sex itself doesnt make someone truly happy.

Good sex sure does help with temporary relief though.

"Even the biggest of porn dick couldn't fill that void inside her" .

Your post quote above, shows that you are talking out of both sides of your face .

I've never seen her movies, I don't know anything about her "emotional state", but I do know that some here "mourn her loss", while others "continue to make snide sexual comments".

Please don't "feel sorry" for my inability to grasp your twisted comments, while I continue to go forward with my "ignorant life" .

If you again TRY to be some kind of "intellectual or moral profit" in the future, please warn all of us readers before hand .

Having lived a "poor ignorant lifestyle", it's difficult for me to understand when you are 'telling us a fact', from when you are "telling us your twisted opinions" .

Can't we all wait for the Police report on what happened ? It's all just a sad lost life, isn't it ?

 

[Flying_Lavey]

I have a good grasp of reality, and your EXCUSES for your posts do not .



"Even the biggest of porn dick couldn't fill that void inside her" .

Your post quote above, shows that you are talking out of both sides of your face .

I've never seen her movies, I don't know anything about her "emotional state", but I do know that some here "mourn her loss", while others "continue to make snide sexual comments".

Please don't "feel sorry" for my inability to grasp your twisted comments, while I continue to go forward with my "ignorant life" .

If you again TRY to be some kind of "intellectual or moral profit" in the future, please warn all of us readers before hand .

Having lived a "poor ignorant lifestyle", it's difficult for me to understand when you are 'telling us a fact', from when you are "telling us your twisted opinions" .

Can't we all wait for the Police report on what happened ? It's all just a sad lost life, isn't it ?

Wow!! Take what i said to a therapist and ask if it is wrong or ignorant. In the article her closest friends were quoted saying she was battling deeo depression as well as the fact the coroner had already released the cause of death. People's attempts to mask and run from depression vary in different ways. Some turn to the bottle, some to drugs, some go introvert (sp?), some resort to sex. This is what the original comment was referring to. Sorry you took it the other way. Its the same as "Theres not enough beer in the world to fill the emptiness inside him". So no, there was no "two face" shit to that comment. Go take a Jeritol, go to sleep, and if i habe a question about boat building ill ask you cause you apparently have zero concept of psychology.

 

[H20 Toie]

damn

 

[highvoltagehands]

pretty sad she took her life definitely some hidden demons... good friend of mine was engaged to a stripper turned porn star(isis love) i thought she was a little off at first and always said wierd shit about death. when she got heavy into the game she really became bat shit crazy towards him was always cool with me but still bat shit crazy. his breaking point was seeing a video of her being DP bored out by some soul poles...when he left her she flooded his high rise apartment and the 2 below him and would pop up at partys we were at

That is fuckin hilarious Dog. I'm still laughing about all that water! Maybe she and soul poles were filming sequel: Return to black N blue lagoon.

 

[AzGeo]

Wow!! Take what i said to a therapist and ask if it is wrong or ignorant. In the article her closest friends were quoted saying she was battling deeo depression as well as the fact the coroner had already released the cause of death. People's attempts to mask and run from depression vary in different ways. Some turn to the bottle, some to drugs, some go introvert (sp?), some resort to sex. This is what the original comment was referring to. Sorry you took it the other way. Its the same as "Theres not enough beer in the world to fill the emptiness inside him". So no, there was no "two face" shit to that comment. Go take a Jeritol, go to sleep, and if i habe a question about boat building ill ask you cause you apparently have zero concept of psychology.

YEP ! You know all about this from all your past knowledge . Once again, I am the idiot who has made it this far on just PURE LUCK .

Are you a "licensed therapist", or do you just pretend to be one on the internet ?

No matter how you TRY to change your position (after the fact), I read and replied to YOUR FIRST POST, and my aim was true . Vile posts cannot be disguised as "my view on her physical and mental state", when you have no standing in the "mental health provider" industry .

Go seek their input for yourself .................

 

[Flying_Lavey]

YEP ! You know all about this from all your past knowledge . Once again, I am the idiot who has made it this far on just PURE LUCK .

Are you a "licensed therapist", or do you just pretend to be one on the internet ?

No matter how you TRY to change your position (after the fact), I read and replied to YOUR FIRST POST, and my aim was true . Vile posts cannot be disguised as "my view on her physical and mental state", when you have no standing in the "mental health provider" industry .

Go seek their input for yourself .................

George, im truly sorry you misinterpreted what i wrote and i am sorry you do not see the connections i made and truly just re-worded what was stated in the article. My views, opinions, and statements have not changed a single bit throughout this exchange in regard to my 1st post. I have not pretended to be a "lisenced therapist" as you so put. None of that of which i posted is information that is privy to only those in the medical provider field. It is fairly common knowlege that i habe gained in my, relative to you, short life.

Btw, wisdon comes from old age and treachery, but that does not always bring with it knowlege on all things. Like you try to use as your defense on EVERY topic someone disagrees with you on.

So, since i dont like pounding my head into a wall (which attempting to share information with you on a topic you are unfamiliar with is like) I will remove myself from this discussion and remind myself to abstain from any retort directed to you no matter how ill-informed your repsonse may be.

 

[707dog]

That is fuckin hilarious Dog. I'm still laughing about all that water! Maybe she and soul poles were filming sequel: Return to black N blue lagoon.

i couldn't make that up i crack up everytime we go passed the place...plugged the tub and let it rip who knows how long it ran for. he didn't know until he got called from the manager that hey had to break down his door lmao

 

[Hullbilly]

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Straight up moose knuckles there Sparky!

 

[Jimmy]

Not at all wondering what it'd be like married to a pornstar. I was speculating that lovemaking between pornstars can't be anywhere near as intimate as it is between my wife and I.
It's like the guy who works on cars all day long, last thing he wants to do is go home and have to work/fix his own shit.

But u'd like to think theyd be good at it! [emoji3]

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[wsuwrhr]

They all look the hotness in-camera after makeup.

No makeup, tho...


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Still beautiful.

Sad deal all around.

GodSpeed to her.

Free of her demons.

 

[highvoltagehands]

Straight up moose knuckles there Sparky!

I think That second one might be Wildebeast Knuckle. Seen some Make a guy run like a scared dog.