H20 Toie
Party on Garth
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Who would have thought that having alone time all the time would be an issue,
Now granted i have been know to partake in a drink or two ( well maybe 10+ ) but i don't drink at home by myself which might be compounding my anxiety but damn this being alone is now becoming way harder than i thought, hell now i even read all the texts that i get everyday from the ex,
I am kind of surprised at hard this has become, now that its warmer out at least i can go hang out in the pool but again swimming or hanging out in the jacuzzi by yourself just isn't the same,
Its was hard enough laying off people that have worked for me for 20 years and having no idea when i can hire them back, hell just hoping that i can still have something left to hire them back, but i need to make it work so that they have jobs to come back to, And i realize that not sleeping at night is probably stress related from worrying the company, unfortunately i deal with chase bank so i got totally fucked over by them with the loan deal,
But in the grand scope of things it seems so silly that i am worried about being byself when there is so much other things to deal with.
How do you coup? i don't think drinking is the answer as good as it sounds.
Ok sorry this was a stupid post just felt the need to vent.
Now granted i have been know to partake in a drink or two ( well maybe 10+ ) but i don't drink at home by myself which might be compounding my anxiety but damn this being alone is now becoming way harder than i thought, hell now i even read all the texts that i get everyday from the ex,
I am kind of surprised at hard this has become, now that its warmer out at least i can go hang out in the pool but again swimming or hanging out in the jacuzzi by yourself just isn't the same,
Its was hard enough laying off people that have worked for me for 20 years and having no idea when i can hire them back, hell just hoping that i can still have something left to hire them back, but i need to make it work so that they have jobs to come back to, And i realize that not sleeping at night is probably stress related from worrying the company, unfortunately i deal with chase bank so i got totally fucked over by them with the loan deal,
But in the grand scope of things it seems so silly that i am worried about being byself when there is so much other things to deal with.
How do you coup? i don't think drinking is the answer as good as it sounds.
Ok sorry this was a stupid post just felt the need to vent.